long long journey..

today is a tiring day for me but i had fun though, cause is been a while since i hang out
with my college friends.

yeah, our plan today is to go UTAR kampar campus which i heard to be the nicest place to live in
although the place is kinda rural.we start our journey right after we fetched one of my friend and ate our lunch.

the weather is quite hot, and also with the long journey has drained out all my energy and was outta energy when we reached there. but the place is kinda nice,peaceful and brand-new, okayy i gotta admit that place is kinda cool. way better than the kl campus, along with the facilities there.

we walked around and we don't really see much cars in the campus, but we do see a lot of bicycle and i've been told by my friend that bicycle is the transportation of choice there.

right after we settled my friend stuff we go walk around the campus as some of the place still under construction and perhaps i'll be going there again on the 20th for the open day.

another thing that is so cool is the student hostel, is a 3 stories semi detached house with security
and it sure looks like fancy neighbourhood as hundreds of houses built just for the students and the price is also afordable. my friend who's going to study there have comfirmed to rent the house in that neighbourhood.

after kampar we head to kinta city in ipoh which we thought was ipoh parade, xD
we left that place and round all over the place looking for ipoh parade and after 10mins or so...we finally found it.since it is a bit late we only go there to eat and head back to penang.

thats my long long journey, tired but had fun. xD

outing

hmmm,today is a public holiday which mean i can sleep till very late
but sadly my eyes open at 10am.

at 11 something in the morning, i went heading to gurney plaza as i my friend invited me out
for a movie and i don't know what kinda movie to watch but in the end we picked Madagascar 2:escape to Africa, that movie doesn't turned out to be a blummer after all. had a great time watching it.

the movie ended at 2 something and since it was still early we went to the arcade to hang out and play some games and as usual, we played house of dead 4 which happens to be my favorite game in the arcade but like always we only survived up to the end of level 2.

on our way back, we bumped on few of my friends from tar college who just came back from
inter campus game in kl on the weekend. they told me penang campus lost big time, gosh i don't know what will happen tomorrow as i planned to take leave to accompany my friend to kampar tomorrow, right now i could just crossed my finger and hope everything went smoothly.

we head for some meals at the food court and went back right after that as my friend gotta attend wedding of his cousin tonight.

~fin~

october.

October, month of busy-ness.

you'll know after reading this post.

for starter, this month is the beginning of the credit hours sports and games programmers and throughout the registration date of the programmers i have to deal with so many students who came late and wanted to register, and also those who wanna change from one sports to another.
so, i have to entertain them no matter what. sigh, and this programmers will last till December and is kinda good cause i get to mix around with my juniors and my buddies.

well, enough of that. we move on,

on this coming 25th and 26th, festivals of mind will be held in my college
and staffs, Public relation students and other temporary assistant will have to be on duty

i don't know how it'll be but i do hope is a enjoying event since is a international thingy and kinda big deal plus star newspaper will be there also, oh yeah those VVIP whom i don't even know also will be there.

and the biggest and the scariest event ever is happening tomorrow, 18th october.
that is the release of examination result, gosh...i'm super duper scare, i don't want to fail again.
i wanna graduate. all the best guys. xD

giving up.

for those who read my previous post and also for those who knew me.

then i'm sure you know about the girl that i had a crushed on since the first day of my college orientation day.

those who don't know don't bother asking cause that chapter is over,
from my title you can guessed what this post is all about.

i've decided to give up this wild goose chase and move on.

things have changed drastically and i never see this coming, well...this is part of my life anyway.
disappointment are like my shadow that follows me everywhere i go.

she is not the girl whom i fell in love with anymore, sigh.

when will this nightmare end ?

house.

an advice for those who're looking for property in tanjung bunga area.

well, do not buy the houses that near tar college or concord area.

cause this place is very very unlucky!!!

wanna know why ? fine i'll tell...in a month, you'll suffer from black-out for few hours and this happened without any warning whatsoever.

second thing is underground pipeline broke, yesterday when i came back from work my mum told me that our house don't have any water supplies till 9.30 ++ and i have to wait till that late just to take my shower.

so for those who still wanna buy houses here, i wish you all good luck yea and for those surveying
you can just skip this area and go up.

things you don't know.

for those who aren't here in college during semester break, you all won't know that one of the glass panel of our club house on top of the main entrance cracked..broke and shattered to millions of pieces.

this the first time I've seen this kinda thing happened, the source of it ? well, up till now we all don't know what actually happened cause we're not around and our theories is the glass was broke by the heat trapped inside the clubhouse.

but the person who does this glass thingy has a awesome theory, he told us that the dragonfly that died below the glass panel broke it. LOL!
i mean common...the dragonfly flew and hit the glass till it cracks ??

well, whatever it is...this will remain a mystery to us. till when ? nobody knows for sure.

and of course the glass have been replaced with a new one.



outside view of the glass panel.


inside view, looks like penang island huh ?

sad ending indeed..

what is wrong with the human nowadays..
willing to do anything just to get their hands on cash even killing someone
in this case a helpless middle-aged woman.

a homicide case reported in Bukit Mertajam yesterday where an owner of a gas station
was robbed upon entering her house and was stabbed to death not once but four times!!!,
i couldn't even imagine myself being in the shoes of that pity soul.

Thor Joo Lee, 44, the wife of Lai Chew Hock was pronounced dead upon arrival at the Loh Guan Lye Hospital here at 12.15am.

he who was at the first floor of the house ran to the balcony when he heard the car horn honking and his wife’s screams but only saw a man seated on a motorcycle, lai shouted at the man before running downstairs. The husband who at first intended to chase the robbers stopped right away after seeing the wife is bleeding badly and shouted for help and luckily the neighbors heard the calling and came right away to lend hands and helps to bring the victim to hospital but it was too late.

the lost of the late Thor Joo Lee, 44, are feel by all the LAI family including my best friend in college who was related with the victim's husband.

police are now investigating this case and i hope they'll catch this heartless-bastards so that the poor soul may rest in peace. these criminals deserve no mercy from the justice and i seriously hope they will be sentence to death.

semester break...

well now that exam fever is over
is the time for tar college students to enjoy their semester break.
some of them going for genting some of them go for trip with parents.
but those times are practically over for me. ><''

still, i wanna wish all my friend whose still in college studying
happy semester holidays. HAVE FUN GUYS!!

as for me..well, i still have to go to college although nobody will come
i have to go there cause i'm a staff and not a student. And today is the first day
of the semester break, as i reach my department which is the club house
i sat there and read today's newspaper and i started to feel sleepy
and today i had a bad and terrible flu. GOSH!

have to wipe the droppings with tissue all the time and kept sneezing like hell, haiz.
such a bad day...

and thank got i don't have to do over-time during semester holidays
phew~!!
means i can go back early and enjoy my day. xD

our club house cleaner just had her thumb stitched because her thumb was deeply cut but the
broken pieces of glass. haiz
i looks kinda scary but thank god she will be alright.
i hope she'll get well soon.

L I F E

On a busy pavement I stand, looking at everyone passing byWithout noticing each other and each of them heading for their path of life.Except me who is still wondering what is my purpose of my existence in this world,I tried to shout for attention at the top of my voices.But still no one wants to lay their eyes on me

And so, with the energy I possessedI left the pavement with sadness filling my hearts For each of my steps is replace with tears of loneliness.

The night moon is my only loyal companion Where it shows up every single night to listen to the voice of my heart.As I hope the night will last forever so that I could be with My faithful friend forever. I still remembered when mum uses to sayThe moon is where angels lives

But do I really able to land myself on the moon And be together with the friends whom has been accompanying Me all this life ?

I always wondering whether the moon is my path of life ?A life that is not a lonely life, a life that is really I can be proud ofLiving through till my last breath.

merdeka xD

merdeka! merdeka! merdeka!

haha, thats was on my mind when i submitted my answer papers to the authorized person
after i finshed with my paper, yeah~
i was so happy cause no more exam and of course i hope i can pass the paper cause i have
a strong confident in it. heehe.

well, now im a free man. i can start to enjoy my life in back like i used to
and i'm glad that everything are in order...except for the my dear friend who is having a hard time studying for the exam, hope she do well in the exam.

maybe my lucky charm could bring her luck. LOL!

well, back to the main topic...
now that i practically got nothing to do..during my shift in my college club house
the only i could do there is read which i couldn't even imagine myself doing it
few years back cause i practically hates reading..but now
haha and surprisingly i could finish a thick novel in one day..imagine that!
so far..i've read horror and detectives novel and my favorites novel among all the novels i've read is none other than the sweet valley universities thriller edition.

but too bad for me cause i only read one from the thriller series and i which to read more
cause i got all the time in the world to kill..

i'm gonna go hunting for books when i'm out to the mall..xD

one more thing is when i got nothing to do there..i could free my mind to do some thinking
and i sometimes end up writing a short poetry lines. =)

i'm gonna put it in here when i got the chance cause right now is my lunch break
and i have to be there at 2+pm

fin~

more updates soon.
keep on reading my blog yeah~

An Evening to be Remembered

when people said that the 3rd time is a charm you bet they were right and me myself
believed it.

it all begin with the gift i bought which suppose to be a birthday gift to my dear birthday girl
but i failed to do so and then there comes my second attempts the next day which also end
up in a not like what i imagined.

and i also have thought of throwing the gift at once cause i've failed but my good friend
make me realize that i have chance still..that is present the gift to her myself and in her case
i have to go to her workplace to do it and i did. xD and i was lucky cause she's working on the 3oth and i gets to go and see her sing at DORSETT hotel's lounge.

that day is yesterday which i never realize is merdeka eve also. anyway, i planned to go with my friend but all of them have plan and i end up going there alone and i'm glad that i decided to go there by myself.

i dressed myself to impress her and i think i did with my smart casual looks. and she thought i was playing with her when i told her i was coming to see her and she also forgotten about it so when i enter the lounge which is quite small and the she could see anyone that came in, she was shocked to see me. like i said, she thought i was playing when i told her i am coming.

i gotta say she looks stunning with her red top and white pants, i couldn't stop from looking at her and she also threw me some smile when she's on the stage and sorry cause no picture cause the place is quite dark and my phone takes bad picture in the dark but it'll last forever in my mind.

after 45minuets singing, the band will have their break time for 15minuets and gosh that was fast considering they have to stand and sing for almost an hour and i feel sorry for my dear friend and plus she got no voice and not feeling well plus tired and still gave the audience her best performance. i feel her pain cause she have to sing till 2 in the morning, how tired is that plus the legs will be very tired in the morning..

the waitress there was quite friendly and she thought i was an ARABIC GUY!! through the first glimpse. and i was like LOL! oh and the audience also can request songs for the band to sing and my first song was happy birthday from the click 5 but sadly they don't know how the song goes. but she still sees my request where i put my name and hers on it..once again, i made her smile.
great success! and we had a short conversation from her short 15minuets break time and after i paid my bills i went to get the thing the thing i bought for her and when i'm gone
she sang the songs that i requested...i missed half of it. sigh.

and while waiting for next break so that i can give her the thing i try to squeeze my brain to come out with a short lines of poem to give her and when the time for her break we had a short conversation again and is the last one of the night and before she starts i asked her to sing one last song for me and she did....she sang the song that she's good at singing which is shakira-objection and i love her performance. and that was the best night i've had and when i'm leaving i left the poem i wrote for her to the waitress and asked her to pass to my friend after her show and i hope she remembers to do so. this is what i wrote to her :

roses are red, violets are blue.

i'll trade everything,

if i could just hear for one last time,

the sweet voice of you.

i do hope she gets and like it. heehe. i also hope she'll recover soon cause today she totally got no voice and sick.

and when i'm walking out from the lounge she threw me a wave of goodbye and a sweet smiles of her and i was so happy cause i finally get what i wanted..for her to notice me.

well, thats the details of my post and update on the birthday girl post.
will keep on updating my post. heheh!

For every...

for every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it.

for every truth there is and ear somewhere to hear it

for every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it

H O P E

never let go of hope, one day you'll see that

it all has finally come together

what you have always wished for has finally come to be

you will look back and laugh at what has passed

and you will ask yourself......


how did i get through that ?

A day to be remembered

today is a day that i will remembered for a long time.

this is because today is the day i took my driving test and although is the second time,
i feel proud cause i manage to pass and i feel sorry for my new friend whom i met while waiting
for my turns. she took the test for a few times but still cannot pass, i hope this time she pass and i do not know how she did cause i was called up first and after that i went back straight away after wishing her good luck of course and i think she pass ler cause of the present of 'mua' xD.

anyway, during the test i was quite nervous cause the first time i took the test i almost pass if it wasn't the pole that i hit when i'm going from the parking box.

as i were saying, nervous is the only thing i'm feeling back then and there's one thing in my mind that is to stay focus and relax and that's what i did and i end up passing. plus, the tester himself was quite good compare to the one last week who's straight as hell.

and all i need to do now is to wait for my driving license to come out cause just now the staff there took my license to add new class. i'm so happy actually and can't wait to drive. weee~

birthday girl.

from the title i think you all can guess what i'm gonna write.
heehe, yeah is about a girl celebrating her birthday...xD


to be exact, her birthday fell on the 28th of august and me myself is planning to surprise her
cause she does not know that i'm working in college. hahah!
all the while i've been planning on how to surprise and also i have thought of putting her name in the hitz.fm morning crew gotcha program but that could take a while..
and with the help of my good buddy heng heang i finally came out with a perfect plan, i do hope my plan work out cause is been a while since i do this to people.


i also have thought of few gifts but since now is almost the time for final examination, i decided i buy her a pen or perhaps a mechanical pencil which symbolized excelling in studies..this idea was contributed by my good buddy cause i at first thought of getting her a silver-like keychain carving her name and birthday wish.

new life

here i am...again, for a new post of what is happening around me.

is been awhile since i update my blog, but now i'm back to do some updating. xD

for starter lets start with what i'm doing now, i'm now a temporary assistant for my college club house and is a good thing to be working there cause i get to use the facilities for free. yeah!
love it and almost everyday i'll be in the gym doing some exercise since i never do so when i'm at home. plus, the lecturer for the paper that i'm re sitting this semester are there also so i gets to meet him to ask if anything that i do not know.

with a pay of RM28/day and overtime of RM6/hour i considered it as a pretty good job since all i do there is my revision and i'm looking at this as getting paid for doing revision. cool huh.

is kinda bored at times also cause all the credit hour programmes are now over and it'll be back next semester and it'll be busy since students will come and ask about the sports and also signing up for activities.

it is the time of day again....

hahhah, is time for new post that is. xD

And my last post is when i quit my job and so i'll kick start my post from there.

Days passed and i'm starting to feel the effect already, the effect of working that is. to start of is my disability to stay up late at night cause when i'm working i'm used to sleep early and sometimes is at 10pm. haha, pretty early right ? yeah i know it is but what to do. And i'll begin to feel sleepy and yawning around that time and it always spoils my mood to online. this is a habit that must begone. *smile*

Anyway, i'll also having problem of waking up early. yeah, early. i guess for student it might be a good thing but NOT for me, cause when enjoying my time in my own world, my eyes will open automatically. To be exact, i'll woke at 7.30am every morning and i'll normally will try to close my eyes and get back to sleep but the attemps failed. *sigh* even in the weekends also, when will this nightmare stops.

Aftermath...

yesterday was my final day as an office worker. i gotta say, working there is a great experience and i've learn lotsa thing that i need to learn and all thanks to my QS department who taught me everything they knew.

before i went back, my department told me to 'guai guai tat chet' which means study heard in hokkien. xD

now that i'm a free man, i'll have to go back to my old life that is student life which will begin soon...again.

no water. arghhhhh!

woke up like usual this morning and i went to turn on my tv to watch morning cartoon just to make me in the mood rather than a dull face.

after that i went to the shower room to take my bath cause i'm working at 9, while was taking my bath....i noticed the flow of the water suddenly starts to become slow and reducing seconds afterward.

at that moment, i was like oh siht! the main pipe outside my house broke down again!
and i just took my shower for 10 seconds . how the hell am i going to work with my messy hair and smelly breath and stinky body ??? damn it.

could this gets anymore worse than this. =='''

what he should say to her.

he wounded you heart,
i'll heal it back for you.

he stole happiness from you,
i'll steal it back from him.

he lefted you in the dark,
i'll come and guide you back to the light
.
he brought you tears of pain and misery,
i'll replace it with the tears of joy and happiness.

he gave up and left you,
i'll never stops trying to be better for you.

he stops loving you,
i'll never lost my love to you.




she closed the door of her heart for him.....
here i am waiting and hoping
that the door will someday open up for me.

i'm so backkk

finally i get the chance to come and update my blog, is been awhile since i updated my post cause im quite busy with my work and now since i've resigned from the job which to me is so boring although the pay is sooo~~ high. so by the end of this month i' won't be working at that place already. *phew*

well, enough with that. time for my post. i'm gonna start doing my revision for the subject that i failed *sigh* and also i will be applying to work as a temporary staff in my college. i'm gonna earn back the money they stole from me. xD

4 weeks in the making.

pheww...after one long months of crucial waiting, i can finally online at my own house. so happy cause i don't have to spent my money at cc to online. xD


well, i don't know what and how to start my post cause so many things happened when i'm not online-ing. i'll just simplify some things cause i'm lazy to write long on post. heehe.


to start off, i'll continue from where i stop the last time which is my semester break. i spent my holidays with some of my college buddies at genting highlands and this is the second time i went to genting with my college friend and i gotta admit that i do have tons of fun at genting compared to my last trip. sadly to say i still failed to overcome my fears of heights which i intend to overcome by playing on some rides in the theme park, some other time maybe ? i do hope so....


i kinda love the moment that we had in the hotel's restaurant where we have to rush to find tables to sit and at the same time grab the dishes as the restaurant was so packed with aunty and uncle who went there to you know why la har.... the food was okayy only compare to the one in penang and the funny thing is my friend edwin dare me to eat thing that i never had before in my life.....SQUID!!! aka sotong la. and i ate one, it was chewy and doesn't taste good well i'm proud of myself though.

us in genting.

that's all for my genting trip. few days after i came back from the trip, my college are having orientation week and i also have nothing to do at home. so, i offered myself to be one of the student leader with my friend that don't have partner. and i gotta say, being a student leader is the best experience i've had in my 2 years college life. i don't know how to describe it in words and if given a chance i would love to be student leader for the next year's batch. and i also get to know new people although how i am as a student leader is critisized by my own partner, i don't care as long as my group members and others including me had fun which we all did. i think this is a good way to end my college life. another thing, is like an extra for all you reader that knew me. i also met someone during the orientation week but too bad that she's taken. sigh.



after the orientation week, is the release of my result and i'm pretty much nervous about it cause this result will determine whether i can graduate on time or not...the moment i saw my result which we all have to check online, my heart is like stabbed cause i failed the subject that i wasn't expecting myself to failed. i was like what the f@#$!! how could i failed this paper ??
so many question marks in my mind.


on monday i went to see my lecturer and he also couldn't believe to see me failed. also i went to departments to check my status cause my friends told me that the college will give me some sort of oral test to students that have 1 pending paper after the last semester. but my that studying in kl check out for me and they told her that even 1 subject also have to re sit. and hearing that i told myself, that's it...im screwed! . after all the appealing i made, none of them seems to be working. 1 subject...only 1 ! can't the college let me go...guess they love money more than students. sigh.


well, now i have to re sit the paper that i failed and it is on september so i have to find some work to do. while waiting to go to my degree course this january in UTAR kampar. well, this conclude my long post. will keep on updating my blog. xD

today is the second day of my holiday and i also don't know what to do cause my computer still cannot use, sigh. damn you bro!

woke up quite early today, hehe. 930 to be exact and ate my breakfast. then have a call from my good buddy saying that he wanna crash at my house for the afternoon. when he arrive, all we did was playing games. wee...he's the one whose playing and i'm the consultant cause i've completed the game few days ago.

so, after that my mum cooks dinner and let him have a bit cause my mum is very good in treating any guess that come to my house. haha, and although the rice is a bit spicy, he manage to finished up the entore bowl of rice. =D

i hope my pc will be okayy as soon as possible cause day without computer is like living in jail or stuck on deserted island like LOST. haha!

well, thats all for now. i'll update my blog when i could online back. xD

finally, i can't online after a few days of suffering. all because of the itchiness of my big brother's hand. so here i am, sitting in net city[ a famous cc among tarcian xD] checking mails and online-ing.
lots of thing happened around me these few days, well to start of is my final paper and the final paper for my entire diploma course. heehe, i have to say thanks a lot to some of my friends for helping me to squeeze this subjects into my thick skulls. and now i have officially completed my diploma course and hopefully i'll be able to proceed to kl for my degree course. my exam was not so hard except for the first paper which is very tricky, gosh i hope i'll pass. and for the paper that i failed twice which is law paper. the paper was quiet easy and above that, my lecturer came once in a while to check up on us and oh yeah, he even gave us some answer regarding the question, you rock sir!

so, now is time to throw away all the books and start planning for holiday activities and me and my gang didn't go out for holiday in a while and the last time we went for holiday is genting. so, right now i'm planning to go to langkawi which i never been there before, xD.

well, after persuaded by my friend. i finally starting my own blog and honestly i never like blogging cause i hate typing a long story etc. but i say to myself, "why don't i give myself a try ?" and maybe i would love blogging after a few posts just like chatting. heehe.

woke up at 10 something in the morning today, haha! don't know why i woke so late today cause normally i'll wake up around 9 like that. but anyway, after having breakfast i straight go sit in front of my pc cause that's my daily routine every morning. after checking mails and stuff, at 11.30 like that i go take my bath and prepare to go out to meet up with my friends for study group. i'm lazy to go out cause the weather is kinda hot but i have to cause of exam which i hate the most. sigh.

reach my friend's house and we started...not studying but talking, hahah!. after like 30 mins like that i open my book but feel sleepy and so i end up sleeping in his couch cause the wind that blown in from the is making my eyes sleepy.

after a short nap, i start to study back and started to talk to myself, i should be enjoying my holiday by now instead of studying for my re sit subject which is LAW!! and i failed twice already. what a bad luck for me, well i do hope the third time that is monday is a charm for me. heehe.

when the time hits 5, we went to get some bread to eat from maxim's bakery cause our tummy's hungry. when we reached home, we started eating while watching guess guess guess which i loves to watch. from that moments onwards, we didn't really studying liao. aikz. we were watching tv untill 8pm. but at lease i got memorized some of the cases and section from the law's. xD.

and i went back at 8 something like that, and having a bad feeling about my paper's tomorrow. haiz, what if i cannot graduate ? if that's the case, i won't be able to go to KL already instead i have to go to kampar to study and i have kampar cause there's no entertainment there and the ONLY activities there are fishing! and i hate fishing, gosh i hope god really helps me this time.