surprise surpirse.

picture speaks a thousand words

for those who are wondering where this picture were taken. well,is taken in the future mall which is located at the center of penang island. penang times square...yup it is the penang times

square,to be honest i don't even know that this place is open for public and i plan to go there to snap few pictures for my friend who went to austrailia for further studies. before that i went to

QB mall, my friend told me that PTS are opened for public so i gets excited right away and once i reach there...i was like WOW is way better than gurney and QB. the building itself are built using

high grade material and the interior was WOW *again*. only few shops are opened including few kiosk like the one in gurney plaza. i didn't go to the upper floor,just the ground floor.

were amazed by the outside view of the place...overall,i can't wait for the official launch which the information counter also have no udea. LOL,more pictures in my facebook.

junko iwao-scarlet

this is the song that was used as one of the opening of the anime ceres celestial legend. i'm loving this so much...maybe because of the melody and the lyric. check it out.

Lyrics:

Kanji:

遥かな　星空に　夢はまだ見えますか
幼い　あの日様に　鮮やかですか

胸にあふれて　募る思い　
眠り忘れて　情熱の色

たとえ遠くても　きっとたどり着ける　強く信じてた
あの日の私が　今も心で眠っている

ガラスの薔薇よりも　儚くて　脆いのに
夢見る事はなぜ　定めなのでしょう

二つの夢が　愛になって
愛になれない事もあって

人は一人だと　わかり合いたいのに　なんて難しい
言葉は無力で　時には銀のナイフになる

人は一人だと　わかり合いたいのに　なんて難しい
言葉は無力で　時には銀のナイフに…

たとえ遠くても　きっとたどり着ける　強く信じてた
あの日の私が　今も心で眠っている



Romaji:

haruka na hoshizora ni yume wa mada miemasu ka?
osanai ano hi yori azayaka desu ka?

mune ni afurete tsunoru omoi
nemuri wasurete jounetsu no iro

tatoe tookute mo kitto tadoritsukeru tsuyoku shinjite'ta
ano hi no watashi ga ima mo kokoro de nemutte-iru

GARASU no bara yori mo hakanakute moroi no ni
yume miru koto wa naze sadame na no deshou

futatsu no yume ga ai ni natte
ai ni narenai koto mo atte

hito wa hitori da to wakariaitai no ni nante muzukashii
kotoba wa muryoku de toki ni wa gin no NAIFU ni naru

hito wa hitori da to wakariaitai no ni nante muzukashii
kotoba wa muryoku de toki ni wa gin no NAIFU ni...

tatoe tookute mo kitto tadoritsukeru tsuyoku shinjite'ta
ano hi no watashi ga ima mo kokoro de nemutte-iru



English Translation:

Can you still see your dreams in the distant, starry sky?
Are they more vivid than they were when you were little?

When one forgets to put the emotions that overflow in her heart
to rest, they burn the color of passion.

I used to believe without a doubt that I could reach my dreams, no matter how far off they were.
But that me from long ago now sleeps inside my heart.

Dreams are more fragile and fleeting than a glass rose,
so then why are we destined to dream?

Sometimes two dreams can turn into love,
but there are also times when they can't.

Even when they're alone, people want to share their feelings, but it can be so hard.
Words are powerless to express one's feelings, and sometimes they become a silver knife.

Even when they're alone, people want to share their feelings, but it can be so hard.
Words are powerless to express one's feelings, and sometimes they become a silver knife.

I used to believe without a doubt that I could reach my dreams, no matter how far off they were.
But that me from long ago now sleeps inside my heart.

PINGU LAUNCHING DAY (prima tanjung)

as i promised...now that i retrieved my pictures. i'm gonna post it here. pictures below are the opening of my friend's mother care center called pingu located in prima tanjung. is a cool place though. hope they will do great in the business. xD

the main entrance

i love this. xD

one of the classroom

front counter

i don't know what was she looking at.

happy

today was the happiest day ever. xD why ? well,if you guys read my previous post then you all with have a rough idea about what this is all about.

anyway....

i spoke to my friend yesterday who happens to work in hand phone shop in QB mall and also have knowledge in software stuff.

after my visit at passion saloon i went to QB to his work place as he promised me to help me recover back my stuff that got erased from my M2 card.

pretty busy day at his shop as i gotta wait for a while before he could help me with my problem
i gave him my M2 card so that he could try to recover back my stuff and he did..the process is damn long and i'm hungry cause i skipped lunch...worrying about my pictures. sounds silly right ? but my pictures are my life.

after about 2 hours..we killed time by walk around QB window shopping and chat and share problems and thoughts.

he actually got customer waiting for him and calls after calls coming into his phone and he pushed them aside just to help me. i was touched and honored to have him as my buddy.

the final result i get my pictures back and i was so happy.

i promised him that i would do something back to him but he said how about we go get girls for ourselves instead of buying lunch. haha!

good to worse

well...my day started like any other sunday morning. i woke up clean my bed and clean up and eat breakfast.

those were my morning routine.

last night my good friend jess asked me to look for photographer to take some shots and also some videos for her mum's care center called pingu.

after talking well is chatting exactly,i agreed to help her cause i'm free on sunday and her friends are not available.

i reached there about 12.30 pm

cause i'm meeting the parents so i couldn't afford to be late.

so i went there and for the first time in our years of friendship that i got to meet jess's family,siblings and relatives.

they were friendly towards me...and i appreciated that. xD

anyway i started to snap pictures of the surrounding and also the visitors, i couldn't get my brother's digital camera as my sister took it to kl with her.

but luckily my phone can be use as camera as my phone take high quality pictures.

my friend promised to come and accompany me after he drop his sister at gurney plaza

i spent some time to mingle around and also have some short conversation with jess's relatives and folks.

the place is actually quite comfortable and the penguin pictures on the wall and stuffed toys and stuff..if i were kid,i would love to go there. (jess if you're reading this,i want u to know that i really mean it. ) xD

my friend came to accompany although he was late but he showed up so we crap and crap and crap to kill time and when the clock strikes at 3pm
is time for the guess to go back..and also the prizes giving for the coloring contest.

after we ate some snacks provided, my friend went back and i went back inside to help with the balloons.

went back after saying goodbye to jess's parents.


AT HOME.

so i planned to transfer all the picture taken at the care center to my pc and send to jess
after that.
i tried ti connect my phone to my pc few times but it failed to detect my phone
after a few tries i finally managed to connect..so i accessed the folder and selected the picture
and start to move to my pc

while the transfer is still running...a pop up window appeared saying error was detected and when i clicked OK the transfer window disappeared too so i open my folder to try to move the pictures to my pc again..

i was so surprised to see that my camera album that used to have 200 over pictures now has 50 pictures...i was like OMFG!!!
what the hell happened...my pictures are my life. what happened to them ?

i was so scare cause i was suppose to send pictures to jess but now i cant and the worse thing is
my pictures are 99%ly gone.

ahhhh...jess told me to use the recovery software to recover my pictures and im trying it now.

finger cross.

IF I MANAGED TO GET BACK MY PICTURES,I WILL POST THEM HERE.

shattered

well...is all over for me.

things that i wanted the most are not gonna happen...i'm very very sad with it.

this morning i received and sms from my college telling the result of my application.

and the result is i've been offered a course which i'm running away from. technology (building) advance diploma. sigh.

this is from the website.

i don't really know what to do now.

listening to slow and sad songs.

not in a mood for fun and joy.

always isolate myself from everyone.

will smile no matter what..even if i'm angry.

these are the symptoms that i'm suffering...but i do not know why is this happening to me
and what kinda disease i'm suffering from.

felt every seconds my of life are so misery,lonely and painful..but why is this happening.

seems like everything that used to bring up my mood and make me laughed are now gone...to where me myself have no idea...

sometime i feel like running away from this life and these mess...but to where ?

i have nobody in this world...except for myself.

and everyone else seems to be leaving....heading for their own happiness.

i wish this to be my nightmare and would wake up from it anytime..but sadly this is reality which mean i won't be able to escape from it.

私は今にとても不機嫌です!!!!!!!

translation: i'm in a very bad mood!!

sigh..

well...this is the update of my previous post (missing).

it turned out that the postman didn't receive any letter from my college and the information that i got last friday was a wrong one. zzzzz

well,anyway i gave the college a call few days ago and the officer in the admission department told me that they haven't finish processing my application. and my friend all have got their offer letter.

and right now i'm starting to think that my chance of getting into advance diploma are very low.

sigh~....

Missing.

well,i don't know what is wrong with postman nowadays. are they being lazy or trying to clear all the letters in their storage with simply put it in anyone's letter box.

and i'm supposed to receive my offer letter from TAR College kl campus 2 weeks ago after i submitted my application. and i thought there's something wrong with my application. thus, i gave a call to the college and they told me that they've approved my application and have sent the offer letter to me. i was like what the hell.....i didn't receive anything ?

gosh! i was so pissed, and they told me i have to come to collect my duplicate offer letter if i didn't receive anything. i don't mind to go there to get my letter but i kinda expect to get the letter last week cause i'm gonna apply for the loan asap and now this kinda thing happened.

f*** the postman who simply put my stuff and other people's.

arghhhhh! going to ask about it later at the post office..zzzzz, wasting my time.